How many of us have experienced this intense wreckage cuz by a feeling called love...I dunno about u but i tink most of love's ending is either hate or sumting negative..pretty cruel aint it...dat sumting so sweet shud end so bitterly...n then theres unrequited love..where theres no ending n strting..n wats left is wonders of how love wud be..how many of us dream of a happily ever after ending...sadly thats jz 1% of lucky ppls out of billions of us in dis world..still evybody continues to go after it...believing in it..mayb love is worth all that..maybe is jz dat we believe in sumting we wish to be true...jz to make us feel better..If only humans were made less complicated..maybe there wud really be a happily ever after ending...sumtimes we reckon we r the one whu cud provide the best to sumone we love...the truth is...u never know till u r in love..n u r helpless at wad u cud do to proclaim ur love to someone special..seriously dis days the word *romantic* is challenged in films n movies..which go to the extremes to prove the chemistry n romance between the main characters..sum of us watch romantic movies n then we go-' aww how sweet, if only....' haha, but thats jz movies...if theres one if only that wud cum true...i hope it wud be the fairy tale tat everybody will have a happily ever after ending...Sumtimes i look at old couples at their 60's-70's hands in hands n i tink how lucky of them to have each other at this age n how strong their love isits so commo nowadays for divorce, seperations,break up...that such strong hold of love really amaze..Then there are this korean shows that r kinda like bull shits...half of wad that tries to convince us that 1st love last long till the end...imagine if our first love is at the young age of 12...i dun tink there is high chance it might continue till the end which wud probably be around the age 60++...n young ppl at that age dun really noe wad exactly is love even..the chances are very slim that a bondage between two person can last that long..this reminds me of those arranged marriage back in those days...i tink thats so cruel..forcing two complete strangers to fall in love wif each other..imagine dat...n if u get a violent or demanding partner..it wud be pretty tragic..But surprisingly arranged marriage back in those days last longer than marriage these days..whu ever heard of divorce back in those days..? here we r finding for the one to get married to n then after awhile like few years you realise thats not the one anymore...n there are ppl back in those days whu were forced to get married n they learn how to love sumone...n how to make their marriage last..seems like when we get our own way relationships get pretty complicated...more broken hearts...i guess when there is giv there is take...u get ur freedom in chosing n u get mistakes made by ur own choice too...mayb parents are really better in finding partners for us then ourselves...@.@ still i wun allow my parents to do so...lolz...i prefer my own choice..n my own consequences...i used to tink dat-love is 100 pounds of crap...10 000 of unwanted words...and 98% of broken heart...they created cinderella stories to cheat us...and movies they are good for spare time activity while eating pop corn but aint good for believing...but thers still 2% of hope...so cheers lets all be fools of luv...-hehe, pretty negative huh..but thats wad i see n learn...still i dun tink life is worth living wifout experiencing love...so like i said cheers lets all be fools of luv...

its just me.4:53 PM