My world in words.

Monday, March 24, 2008



My roommates and I once : I don’t have a roommate. But I guess since sis sleeps in the same room as I am in, she’s counted as my roommate. We once did a parody video of the erasure-a little respect montage on d.e.b.s. The video is somewhere out there I believe.

Never in my life have I : been shitted on by some random birds flying on the sky.

High school was : 5 years of playing around without a clue, just swiftly going from one form to another, having lotsa fun on the way. Great time, great friends, great memories.

When I’m nervous :
I tend to mumble or laugh unsurely. Sometimes I just run away or pretend I’m not there.

My hair : always gets back to its own style at a certain length, but sometimes I like it better than other ordinary days. Good hair days are great.


When I was 5 :
I danced this aerobic dance thingy in my kindergarten’s annual concert. The outfit was some black color long sleeve t-shirt and aerobic pants, plus one swimming suit on the outside. The only good thing about the whole outfit was the headband which is brown in color and has the school logo on it.

When I turn my head left, I see: my side of the bed, a bolster I just kicked down and a little bit of my cupboard.

I should be : sleeping now. Really exhausted but don’t feel like it yet.

By this time next year : I will be older.

My favorite aunt is : Hmm, I like kweetin gu gu cause I remember when we were young, she would teach us how to do this head bobbing dance routine thing and whoever does the best will get to eat Mamee or Ice-cream. Then theres su ngoh gu gu who is the coolest aunt ever, got very cool short hair and can speak B.M. in a really funny way, whom looks the most like my dad. Oh n got geok mui gu gu, she is the dentist aunt. I get all my allergy medicine pills for free from her, and she taught us things like if your lazy to brush your teeth twice in the morning which is after waking up and after having your breakfast, you should brush your teeth after breakfast, cause its better and you will have fresher breath, and you save toothpaste. Of course den you should remain silent throughout breakfast because you would not want to inflict morning breath on people before tooth-brushing, and it wouldn’t work if your eating out.

I have a hard time understanding : a lot of things. Like why do we work in the morning and sleep at night and why the word procrastination is even created. I hate that word. I think the word has crossed its line, taking over everything, disrespectful of all the old words that has serve us greatly over the years, like the word lazy. We should embrace the menace that is the word procrastination and stop using it, because it sounds depressing and because children of the future shouldn’t have to learn one more new word that has more than 10 letters just because we suddenly decide that it is a nice word to use all over the place now.

My ideal breakfast is : Lotsa lotsa crispy bacon, ham, sausages, hard boil egg, garlic bread and soup!

If you visit my home town: spot how many 99 speed markets are there in Klang.

If you spend the night at my house : you might actually get to hear me sleep talking, though that’s a rare case scenario. Or u could try pretending to be like my sister and ‘accidentally’ kick me in my sleep and hear me throw slur words at you non-stop for 5 mins before sleeping back again.

My favorite blonde is : Jennifer Aniston

My favorite brunette is : Eliza Dushku

The animal I would like to see flying besides birds : are Ostriches, although they are technically still birds, but they cant fly, and i dont think it is fair. Maybe they would stick their head into the clouds just like what they do on ground when they get afraid. I want flying chickens too, fly really high the type. I would pay to sit on airplane just to see flying chickens out of my window.

I shouldn’t have been : 18 this year. Sometimes I feel like I’m 10 and other times 55 when I have back aches, but never do I feel like an 18 year old. The only time I remember that I’m 18 is when I watch shows that are rated 18 and above in the cinema.

Last night I: realized that I really gotta buy more short pants for sleeping purposes. I have to sleep in jeans this days because there are only 2 decent sleeping pants left in my wardrobe. Others have passed on.

A better name for me would be : Hmm, never really thought of that before. I like my own name. But I do know I would not want to be named Blanket or Lulu.

I’ve been told I look like : Erm, some girl in primary school and another girl in secondary school.

If I could have any car, it would be : a Kelissa for five years then after that I would upgrade to a bigger sized car like Toyota Swift or if I have earned enough, a Mini Cooper or some fancy 2-seater cars. I have small car ambitions.



its just me.12:23 AM

Thursday, March 06, 2008



The best way to wake up is not after a good night of sleep, but after a perfect dream, so perfect that you smile even when you can’t remember what it was about. At times like that, I cease to fear death a little, because uncertainty can be beautiful. Perhaps when we walk towards the mystery in the end, the feeling is like that, so serene, so forgettable, that life itself diminish in comparison, then death arrives.

But I still don’t want to die lah.


its just me.1:40 AM