its just me.2:06 AM

Since im bored…

What do you see yourself in 50 years?

In 50 years, I will be 67 years old. Hopefully I am not dead yet. I see myself as a amah in very thick spectacles. Those that make you look like owls. I always want those kind of specs cause it makes my eyes look bigger. My eyes too small d sometimes. Hmm, and maybe I have a couple of teeth off my mouth, but of course I will have denture. I will wear those only when I am eating. I will wear pajamas all the time at home cause its comfortable and nice. I will go around the world. I want to be the coolest amah ever. Skiing in the clear sea near sunset in my amah scuba diving suit( wear bikinis will scare youngsters away) with my im a cool amah sunglasses and red bandana with my white hair sticking out or hanging out in old age pubs dancing to JT sexy back( Im gonna use that as the theme for my sweet 60). Besides that, I will buy ice creams for my grandchildren every week just like my grandma did. She loved ice cream, so whenever she craves for it all of us kids get lucky too, I miss her. I will join those internet hip old age group and play online games with them to past time. Maybe by then we will have robots community too, I’m going to train those robots to play mahjong so every time can play, continue the beautiful culture. If got human mahjong kaki will be even better. And if got teleporting system, I will always pay surprise visit to pals. Most probably during dining time so maybe if generous enough they will offer me a little bit oso. Oh yah, I want to be human civil rights fighter also. If got all those protesting thingy then I will go join( got dis idea from Nickleback’s if everyone cared video). It would be meaningful, and I will get to know more friends. As part time job, I will take up archeologist job, a lot of old people take it up to past time, really interesting, get to dig stuff and do research. Maybe if im lucky I will get to see myself in national geographic channel. During my birthday, I want to have a damn big cake with exactly 67 candles on it, to show off and I wana have karaoke party, just like old teens time with pals, make it a tradition. I will also air condition the whole house and on in 24/7 without a off switch so nobody will off my precious air-cond. Hmm, yet to figure out others in the list to put in with so yeah I am gonna just end it off right here. May I live till 67 and more.


What is your ambition?

Honestly, I have no ambitions, I have no clue in my life, I just get lucky or get unlucky, simple as that. In another words go with the flow. However currently( since I am always changing) I think being songwriter or scriptwriter would be nice. Songwriter especially cause the main things I look for in music is the tune and the lyrics. If the lyrics doesn’t makes sense it doesn’t really get to me that much. As for scriptwriter, I like to imagine things, so if I can put my imaginations into words and have people acting it out, it would be damn cool. But sadly, I don’t think I have much of the talent, so I am gonna pass. If I have a chance at those 2 career choice, I will definitely go for it. Besides it is interesting. But in show biz world, those 2 career choices don’t earn much. I would probably be living off a trailer or something, eating junk foods to pass as three meals. Shudders. Or worst, writing something like cicakman or some weirdo songs that makes no sense. If I like something, I want to be the best at that thing if possible. But since I am most probably going to take up business course, I think I am going into those manager thingy direction. Sounds boring, but what to do. Life. Earn money, eat, get fat, sleep, die of heart attack(choi).



How will you spend the day if you know you would die the next day?

I would find the cure for the reason why I would die and try to beat it. If cannot I will spend the last of my time just driving around alone(being alone calms me) and then stop at a nearby beach. Lie underneath the sky watching the waves of the sea. I just love the sea. I like swimming as well. Maybe I would go for a swim at the sea, just enjoy the relaxing effect. And then I might write a will if I have a pen and paper with me at the beach. I would also call the people I know and say ‘ hey I am gonna die tomolo.’ and hear them say ‘ u siao arh’. at least I get to hear their voices, it would be good to hear familiar voices before I die. And I would make sure they know that I want to be cremated not buried 6 feet under in a coffin cuz if I’m still claustrophobic after I die, it would be hell for me. Shudders. And make sure my ashes is spread to the sea. Then I will lay in peace in the place I love most, the sea.


What do you think heaven is like?

I would not know, but my heaven would be ideal if its like the heaven in the book- 5 people you meet in heaven( just read it recently and it was damn nice) Then I would get to know why had I lived for, what changed my life, whose life crossed mine. Understanding is the best form of heaven if there is one. Understanding the reason you live yada yada. It would be sad if we had lived for just no reason and died without reason as well. Yeap, so that book really described the perfect heaven I would like for me already.


p.s got those question from some weirdo books. Since nothing to blog about, I just put some random opinions to some general questions. Have a nice day peoples.

its just me.2:54 AM