Just last monday n tuesday i went to this really weird BGR seminar wif em n her cousin... Weird in d sense that it was kinda whacky n quite boring..cuz both of the speakers were really not dat good..they tried hard but their jokes were all pretty lame n they didnt manage to catch our attention..d only ting that kept me surviving in d seminar was those video clips they showed us..n the yummy food..anyway the seminar was on life, love n sex..n sumting on abstinence..sumting like dat...the way this seminar put it...we r vunerable to sex evyday..o.o..so the first module was a video clip a interview on how american ppl view sex..n the consequences of sex..one ting that caught my attention was these interview on three gurls whu were sexualy active at a very young age...n they got pregnant..the 1st gal opt 4 abortion n she regretted her actions alot...n it livs wif her till dis days..i dun realy bliv in abortion n the ppl in the seminar doesnt too..its like murder n i tink its pretty cruel to kill babies..n then there was dis other gal whu chose to keep her baby..however, her bf whu got her pregnant was emotionaly affected by the birth of their baby n sumhow cudnt take the stress...one day he raped the gal n after that shot himself in front of the baby n the gal..it was pretty tragic...i can imagine tha gals pain..then the 3rd lady said sumting that kinda makes alot of sense..she said that she regretted having sex cuz after that she often wondered whether her bf loved her for whu she is or for her body...anyhow, she got pregnant n married her bf in a small ceremony at home..she wasnt allowed to wear the white gown cuz white represents virginity n she wore a blue one instead..her bf ditched her after awhile..n she had to raise the kid all by herself..then there was dis guy in the video whu treats sex as a joke n he said dat he had sex wif more than 30++ n how consequences of sex doesnt match the satisfaction of sex...how shallow...it seems dat different ppl have different opinions on this issue...oh well dis is life n we chose how we want to live it...sex be4 marriage sex after marriage u make ur choice...anyways jz to set tings clear...the speakers in dis seminar are from dis group focus on the family whu doesnt encourage sex b4 marriage..so mostly they were guiding us on ways to prevent sex..they even distribute sum sorta work book to us...n there were some worksheets we were supposed to do...but i din really bother to touch it even..but ther were sum stuff i find pretty amusing in d book on how cpl might lead to sex..-

1st level: being together
2nd : holding hands
3rd : goodbye kiss

4th : mouth to mouth kiss example- french kiss
5th : necking
6th : touching here and there
7th : serious touching buisiness
8th : very intimate
9th : lead to sex
10th : no more d.. unless u are a pervert

So the seminar ppl suggest that the thumbs up for cpls are only till the 3rd step...n dey asked us to draw our own border line..sum ppl drew their border line at the 2nd step ther..n i thought i was conservative..shish...anyways dey showed us sum other video clips the next day...n i found one video by Nick Canon-Can I Live which they shown us to be kinda interesting...its a video the artist dedicated to his mum..if it wasnt for his mum decision to not go thru abortion at the last minute...he wudnt be alive today...so bassically the video was about the voice of those whu cant speak..babies inside wud be mum's asking for a chance to live..it was quite touching actually..though sadly the music wasnt really that good..kinda pitchy( my sis said annoying cuz of all the kids background sound inside)...but worth checking it out...expecially the video..I find it amazing that i can remember so many stuff from dis quite boring seminar..ahaha...but mostly those that i remember r in video forms..i tink i hav forgotten alot of wad d speakers said...except for some really lame jokes that oni managed to raise eyebrows..n not laffters..sad case..anyhow proud to say me n em survived the seminar wifout slping thru it...n her cousin was quite kesian actually...kinda out of place for him..cuz b4 we went to the seminar i imagine it was kinda like a adult seminar tingy..i assume em n her cousin thought so too..but there were mostly kids in the seminar...n em's cousin is 19 dis year...lolz...like sesat ther oni.. the best part was the three of us going off to watch poseidon after the seminar...kinda skipped thru sum seminar parts...hehe...it was a really nice show...kinda scary for me cuz i keep imagining wad wud happen to me if i m stuck inside a overturned ship..for a claustrophobic me..i tink i wud freak alot...there was dis character in the movie that is claustrophobic too...n she end up dead...0.0..i tink i wud not be sitting any cruise ride soon...haha...overall quite a weirdly spent monday n tuesday...the seminar kinda prove to em n me that we r not that super conservative ppl actually...there are more ppl out ther whu r super super conservative..we have found our kind in the most unlikely place..haha..ohyar what i anticipated they wil ask us to do at the camp...-repeat wif me-sex n love may seem the same but it is very different-sex is not good-...it all happened..so when other ppl were punching their hands into the air n saying those lines...me n emily was cracking up underneath the table..i m kinda psychic...

its just me.11:43 PM