Okay i got a new laptop!..hehe..courtesy n thx to our old com( i will miss u old com..ur services will be remembered )..dat got spoilt n apparently cudnt be fixed by sum stupid idiot whu held it for like one mth adi den keep charging expensively to repair the com..feels gud to be able to on9 again..ahhh...but i wasnt able to blog for a few days even tho i got my com bek..cuz of sum stupid error tingy that keeps appear..den i cant sign in..weird...okok..dunno wat to blog abt..so many good blog materials i have missed out alrdy..well anyway..on monday i watched dis Dr.House episode dat kinda really gave me sumting to think abt..it was abt dis young gal...9 years old i tink..olrdy diagnosised wif cancer..n only able to live for 1 more year..however due to a very rare case..her body was now being attacked by a diff cancer sel..n needs to go thru a very complicated surgery 2 fight it or she will die instantly as the tumour is growing in one of the main arteries in her brains( i actualy learn more biology frm dr.hse show) she was given a choice by doctor hse..to continue living another year and bear thru all d pain of cancer by chosing the surgery..or 2 end it all..d gal was obviously worn out frm d battle against cancer..but
then she chose to live-the reason her mum needs her n she love her mum too much to leave her even tho it meant another year of suffering...really touching..if its me..i dun tink i will have the strength to continue..cuz really..the operations and all..wat will u do if its u..will u hang on for ur loved ones? or if we swap the situation..will u let go of the person u love...if u noe thers d chance for them to live longer? tink about it..i tink it will really be heart breaking for me..if death is the only option for the one i luv..n time is the only thing dat dey can control( whether to end it soon or otherwise)..really makes me think dat i shud appreciate life more n most importantly ppl around me..now that i have the chance 2 do so..n strt giving out sweets evyday( on 2nd thought mayb i will do dat when im older n dun hav teeth liao den sweet will last longer for evybody cuz no teeth)..n i want to tell all d ppl who has terminal diseases that i really admire dem cuz they kept on fighting n that is why when the sun rises today..they are still able to watch the beauty of how a day starts..wad we have taken for granted we shud start noticing now..when u are studying last minit for a test tomolo..take d time to take a closer look at a fly dat is buzzing around b4 u whack at it..mayb u will miss looking at annoying flies one day..who noes..mayb try eating sumting that u havent ate for years( for me is sponge cake n kit kat..got real sick of those once upon a time n nv dared to touch those again) or try eating sumting new..(anyone ever heard of zi hun gen( in hokkien)..taste more sedap then mee..if dunno i bring u go klang eat one day..must try)..try out a new personality..smile more rather than complain more..the point is enjoy life when u have the chance..n enjoy the ppl around u more too..( i feel like penceramah now d.."love life ppl...u are the pilot of ur own life" macam tu..0.0)..kay dats it for a back to blogging blog..

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