Okay..im really not ready for college life.. I am still very much in love with my holiday life..

35% of reading those super interesting stories.
40% of hanging out wif frens and doing other stuffs i like - tv marathons, song marathons etc.
25% of eating and slping.. after passing all d spm mumbo jumbos.. I went like woohoo yay.. but actually now cum to tink of it.. deres little to be happy for.

after spm my education life just went for aiyah just take watever bullshits ther is and go from one year to another..dun care lah..!

to having to chose between all different sorts of pre-u and stuff.. then after dat i gotta chose subjects to take sumore.. so mafan betul.. and frankly i dunno wat i want to be when i grow up except to be rich(well..duh). so i dunno wad to chose.. cuz chosing those courses later on in uni will be like choosing a certain career pathway..

n for me..i would really like to try out sum weirdo careers(which my dad dun wan me to take courses for)..
i tink after doing my pre-u then after dat uni..i will pursue a job related to the course im taking in uni..see if its too boring anot..if its too boring..i will try something new(if boleh la)..i still havent figure out yet..but i tink when time comes i will know what i want..or sumhow i will stumble across something i like..with luck..

okay bek to pre-u..after thinking a lil..i took the SAM thingy..i have no idea why i took it..my dad say cheaper compared to A-lvls and faster, most important thing..tak senang to fail( mayb a lvls oso..but im too lazy to find out..lolx)..i dun really care wad is SAM wad is A lvls..and oll the other tingys..

i jz wana have sumting to study as long as it is not STPM..so dere im in SAM..tomolo orientation day..and thurs will be da first day..i will den noe whether i made da rite decision anot..if its really hectic..i will have to deal wif it i guess..

but the gud ting is..the SAM passing rates are quite high.. so i tink i wun fail gua..n its 50% assignment..sumting new..i cud do wif a lil changes..so yeah..SAM tingy here i cum..

Seriously..i dun understand how da world go from worrying about how to create fire from few thousand years ago..to so complicated and confusing nowadays..actually i tink im more cut out for the prehistoric time pplz..ear,slp,hunt,jump,draw badly,scream,shout,comunicate in weirdo language n not a care for the rest of the world,+ occasionally bath..

see dey dun even have to worry if dey smell badly anot..cuz oll of them smell badly together..and as long as their smells doesnt attract unwanted attention(as in wild animals) they are happy wif it..n dey dun have to wear cloths..dunnit to waste materials and easier for processes like peeing, shitting, n well..sex..their lifes are so the simple man..

da other thing is they are friends with animals oso(those that they dun eat)..see a larger communication group..a one big family thingy..barney songs even work with humans and animals back then..they get all da exotic islands and cool jungles..for FREE..and every piece of land is evybodys land..

if im me in the prehistoric times rite about now..im chillin wif pplz in funky caves that smell funny..grooving around the fire with bats as decorations around da cave..and scream whenever i want..

so cool rite..just like clubbing..sadly, im not in prehistoric times..and sadly i cant worry about nothing bcuz soon i will worrying whole bunch of useless stuff dat i dun really care but i wud have to juz to survive properly..zzzz..i tink im just pissed about having to strt studying again so soon..im not blogging coherantly.

.so yeah im out..gota slp d..i wun get to slp as much as i do during hols thruout college times..so i have to treasure it..rite about..now..i mourn the hols..which was like paradise for me..n with a heavy heart..college here i cum..back to the battle of the studies..im out..

its just me.3:50 AM